Wasted

On Kidney Forums and in real life I get told to suck it up, accept my lot as it is and be grateful that I am still alive.  I say get stuffed!  I didn't choose this disease and why I should accept my lot, when before all this I was climbing mountains, walking, running and cycling miles.  I get frustrated at my inability to do the smallest task which was a breeze before, but is now a battle.

I'm on holiday this week but this day has been wasted because I didn't get an early Big D.  It was chaos when I arrived and it took 40 minutes before someone eventually put me on.  I hate missing out on life!