Monday

This was stuck to the bus stop this morning as I passed on the way to the post office for a stamp. 
All my questions begin with Why....?
Why have I dipped so low now?
Why is there no reason?
Why can't anybody explain it it to me?
Why isn't there a quick fix?
Why am I sleeping so much?
Why am I on Day 5 of not seeing anyone, not even family?
Why do I need to cut?

The Dr signed me off for a week. Going back to see him Friday.
I phoned work to let them know and my manager said she had told everybody I had a sick bug. She didn't want to say the truth. I'm not bothered, why should I be. Will mental health ever be ok to talk about?