Especially Maths

Hey everyone

I really feel like I could rant for ages today, but at the same time, I feel mentally exhausted. I didn't actually have any prelims, but the stress of revising for the difficult ones - Maths tomorrow, chemistry on Friday, Spanish on Monday and physics next Friday - is really starting to take its toll.

I've been revising for maths for ages, and it's just not working. The things I've struggled with before, I'm still struggling with now. So many people are like "oh you'll do great, just revise and you'll be fine". That's an absolute lie!

Like I said earlier, I really feel like having a rant today, but I'll just bottle it up, just like I do with everything else. I'll put on a smile to the teachers, just like I always do. I'll pretend I'm fine, just like I always do. I genuinely feel like I'm going to have some sort of breakdown soon. Oh well, that'll be interesting for everyone to watch....