Thursday

Kelly had invited me for tea tonight again.

It was awful. Harris was either feeding or crying, Lewis was trying to get everyone's attention and it was all baby talk.
They still don't know what I have been up to or how I am. I felt nothing for either boys and just wanted to escape.
Maybe it's me.

Lewis wanted me to see him ride his bike with no stabilisers and just a gentle push from Steven to get him started.

So glad to get home, feeling angry (don't know why), and upset.