Wednesday

This morning we were at Gorgie Farm; a farm in the middle of the city run by volunteers and donations. A lovely visit.

I am feeling overwhelmed by my thoughts and feelings. I am pre occupied, going over and over in my head what I think I have and it's not stopping. I got so angry when I got home I threw a candle at a mirror and smashed the glass. I feel like I have little insects running through my body and I can't sit still. I'm upset, emotional and have cut.
Feeling under pressure to read everything, only pressure from me.