love and commitment

disclaimer: this entry will not be cheesy

i have an issue with commitment, especially with romantic relationships as much as other additional things. i sadly don't fully understand people who can say that they are in a relationship and be happy about it at the same time, yet in a strange way i admire them. i think the distinguishing feature is that such people would find a relationship to be freeing, whereas i can't help but think that it just feels like a jail full of rules.

i hope to mature one day, and find freedom within, no matter the situation.