patterns, trends

This morning's blip, bright sun casting shadows on my graphs... I resisted the urge to upload for a while at least. Now it's the end of the daylight, and I have had neither sunshine nor productivity to show for today.

Annoyed with myself for not knuckling down and getting the essays over with. Very little progress so far. Easily distracted. If I'd been different then I might have some time off at the end of it all... But it's still the same as it ever was. I find it hard to just get on with it.

Trying to strictly ration blip, and concentrate on the studying instead. My life is on hold, and I'm frustrated. While there's easter sunshine outside, I am contemplating study in my dark box room all weekend, as life passes by.

I need to work, but I catch myself thinking I might sneak in some backloading of all those last few missing days...

Back to the grindstone now though

Enjoy, all of you.