Difficult

This is the view from the plane over Marseille: not where I expected to be this morning. But yesterday I got a call to say that my dad had choked and had been taken to intensive care. He was visiting his brother for his 70th birthday and they were out for their last meal of the visit together. He was in cardiac arrest for 45 minutes because they couldn't dislodge the food. They don't think he will survive.

We are all in a state of utter shock. My brother and I both flew out today, we've been at the hospital all day with my mum. The doctor is pessimistic (his words).

I didn't know whether to blip this but I think journalling might help through this awful, brutal time. So bear with me, blip friends. Xx