The stress of finding fulfilment

Looking for great ideas and inspiration I feel can't be rushed, but that's what I feel I need to do before its too late. Maybe I don't have any good ideas, the cycle continues until its late and the realisation that coming up with a great idea isn't easy and another unaccomplished day looms . . .

Maybe its the negativity of knowing and being too critical of my thoughts which restricts me, or maybe I'm just tired.