Thursday

I trekked across the park this morning , ankle deep in snow. It was so quiet , eerie. A man ski'd passed me (not this one)!
 We had opened for families who really needed childcare. 4 members of staff made it in.
We closed mid afternoon after waiting for a parent for half an hour as she had forgotten to come early!
Coming home the park was full of people having fun.

Tomorrow we open just for the morning session with 11 children booked in.

Mentally I'm struggling. I was dreading coming home, I wanted to stay at work.
I have tried to distract myself by doing a jigsaw, it hasn't really worked. I feel so anxious, my chest is so sore. There has been tears and self harm.

Oh and Mums flight was cancelled. She spent 6hrs at the airport before they made that decision.