Nothing But Loss...

I said a teary goodbye to T. this morning our time together was so short but still better than nothing at all so I must be thankful for that. But now that I'm back the reality of our centre's eviction is really hitting home. I look around me and all the happy thoughts I have of my life here are being replaced by anger, frustration and worry. The military have been bulldozing down trees across the stream since before I went on holidays - they are laying down a new road that will lead to a cave which they have to artificially make, by bombing a whole in the side of the mountain. Are we really in the 21st century?? Because this country sure isn't acting like it...