d day

day came and went without much of a ta do..quiet day i has to be said,, the work was the usual drivers huddled round the round table...we were joined by our shift manager, in the normal course of events theres much talk of work..obviously.. we asked how his day was going ..to which his reply was fine apart from dealing with complaints,, oh we asked ...why thats ,, his reply was i think its because your all a bunch of @@@@@!!! lol....its in the drivers charter of rights to be a @@@@@... were just doing our job .. lololol... always manage to have a giggle with the guys,, they are all a great bunch of lads and enjoy their company. That was it from the days events , rest of the day went very quietly,, some might say insignificant, for us it wasnt .. to the day one year on it has been not one to celebrate but a waymarker in life.. one year on have say reshaping, rebuilding has come along really well.. its been a lively year.. everything has changed and as i sit here ..for the better.... albeit for one missing piece...closure... never had that chance..now its a daily struggle not to look back in anger. its tainted me my life and my values.