Paint.

Yesterday I painted my girl's arm and it actually ended up looking class. I chose a Lighthouse because she literally does feel like the light that guides me home. Ahh, how lame is that?

*rolls eyes*

I have to paint cards tonight but it is exhausting, now that I have retrieved my watercolour pencils I am not dreading it so much, it's far more satisfying using the media I am
used to and painting the my own style.

Today was cold as hell, but our conversations lately are sugar sweet and they fill me up with boiling hot fucking joy.

Christmas will be as bright as the stars this year, flickering up there keeping me right.

'Will you stay with me my love, for another day'