Let me sleep today, please

Today, I was tired.
I've not been sleeping because my insecurities keep me up at night.
Tonight I wish Thomas was here to help me sleep, but he has his own sleeping to do tonight.
My hopes for tomorrow are to be productive and bright. I'm not feeling particularly optimistic about it.
Being in my sweet little home makes me very happy indeed. It is pure fantasy to live in a house scattered with petals, cook books and delicious treats.