Happy Birthday Mum ❤

I would like to wish my Mum in Heaven a Happy Birthday! She was not only my Mum but my best friend too, the best Mum anyone could ever have! I love and miss you everday. I miss you so much it hurts. I miss our talks, I miss seeing your face and hearing your voice.

These past 12 months without you have been hell. Absolute hell. When you loose your mum you loose your best friend, you loose yourself. Even though I know I'll see you again someday, that doesn't ease the pain I feel daily. It doesn't stop the tears from falling or the small piece of my heart that I have left from hurting.

You took ALL of me with you when you left. The moment you stopped breathing, I lost myself. I'm not the same person I used to be before your death. I'm trying my best to find myself again but it's so hard to do this without you. I hope that I can make you proud. I hope that you're always with me and always watching over me. Love you Mum xxxx