The Sun Came Out

After going to bed at 3am, I woke up naturally by 9:30am. Not much more sleep than a school night really. And to a message that I thought I'd never receive. It made me sit bolt upright in bed, read, and re-read again. 

I was immediately flooded with relief, excitement and optimism. Everything suddenly looked brighter, and even with my mind all over the place, I felt happy. Happier than for the longest time. 

I got up and ready, and then headed out to Guildford. I seem to find my way there every Sunday, I think it's not so much for the shopping, but for the pleasant meandering and thinking time. 

I didn't really buy anything, I just browsed and got lost in my own thoughts. I stopped at the Hummingbird Bakery again and bought two cupcakes. After a little too much to drink last night, I was feeling a bit fragile and nursing a mini-hangover. I wondered if I should skip the shopping and just chill, but it was such a beautiful and balmy Autumn day that I didn't want to miss it. I knew I would have to try and dig deep to find the energy to get through the week, as there was a lot going on. 

I pushed myself to go to the gym, and really enjoyed it. It always makes me feel good, and I did a lot of walkovers and flicks.

Home, bath and bed too late again. My mind just won't stop turning. I was awake at 3am, thinking. That never happens to me. I'll be tired tomorrow. 

And in other news, Emmy's video, which is definitely worth a watch. I couldn't help but shed a few tears myself. Smile, Love and Be Kind. 


Smile, Love and Be Kind