My mom is not in my home.

Today, I took care of my grandchild for 8 hours by myself. It was the first experience for me, so to tell the truth, I didn' t want to do it. But as my daughter were worried about it, I accepted the mission to take care of him.

And when the mission was over, it was found that he was not a troublesome baby as I had imagined, but I tired out too much as If I had done hard work all day.

When he wanted to sleep but he couldn't, he kept crying even if I held him and sang a song for him. In this situation, I gave up the idea to let him sleep and looked at his crying face thinking that if he can remember his grief right now, it is heavier than the grief in his adult or not.