Deforestation II

The Rope Forrest continues to slowly be wiped out, so I get to milk it for a Blip to two yet.

I continue to be plagued by my dark thoughts and lost my temper today....over nothing. It is not something I have done very often in my life and I had good cause the other 7 times. This time I didn't. It wasn't pretty and I am not proud. I don't think I can explain well enough what I feel right now and that frustrates me more and more each day. In a week I have to experience the equivalent of a car crash facial injury .......again. It does not put me in the mood for anything. I particularly don't like the way I am now lashing out at folk for small offences. Not big. Not clever.