Monday

Today was hard after a difficult night.

The evening was long, and I struggled with not knowing what to do. I wasn't tired. My head was thinking of everything. My chest was burning, I became restless. I tried to go to sleep, I read for a bit.  Distracting myself. I was becoming more restless. I harmed several times. Dealt with that, then finally I fell asleep.

This morning I woke, and felt tired and a bit spaced out. Today it has felt like I have been in a bubble. Hearing everything from a distance, doing everything in slow motion.

These flowers are at the bottom of the stair. Hadn't even thought of a blip until I got home.