Really????

So, this is the potential rota for next week.....hmmm...and I thought it was supposed to quieter down for a few weeks!!!...it's incredibly difficult to cater for so much when half my guys are supposed to be part time!!...does 2 day off pass as part time???...lol.....for me, half a day off is part time at the minute!!!

Anyway, I've managed to get a rota sorted, though envisage many moans and groans, as well as swopping and changing going on....grrr!!!...oh and dont think for a second that the blanks by my name mean I have it easy.....you may forget that Gav has a cast on his hand, and so I am basically woking my shift, plus shadowing his as well....grrrr

Today has not been a good day for me I'm afraid......it has suddenly hit me that I'm moving out, I'm going to be by myself again, my relationship that I treasured and the man that I adored is no more, I have had 1 day off in 21 days, I'm heartbroken, stressed, in need of someone to help me move a side board, in need of a holiday, a lucky break, and a cuddle...... :-( ..... And unfortunately I broke down in work......though thankfully no one saw me..... And to top it off, I forgot a very important wine order for tomorrow, and so have to take a break in my valuable "me"/moving time in order to get it ordered before cut off........hmmm grrrr....kinda running on emptier than empty...

I apologise for the crappy blip and very solem write up....but I'm hoping you understand......xxxx