the "i'm there" feeling

my old english teacher once told me not to use quotation marks
"I'm not doing it"
signature is what you've brought with you
or tradition should I say?
any basic influence hometown has given you.
what is p4muk without her quotation marks, without her anesthetize, without her few "bad manners" that she feels enormously foreign about, without her unending obsessions, originality and passion.
today I'm on the peak of my well-being. there's only and purely me here.
"the ones" will understand no matter what. if not, don't bother trying. 
explain-it-all quote:

a lover's food is the love of bread,
not the bread. no one who really loves,
loves existence. -the food sack