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all this time, I've done too much to mess up. right now, I'm doing nothing, not to mess up. 


this is a photograph from my aunt's youth. she has quite a lot of those, and let me take a few back home. imagine how fancy I feel about the whole thing.
for the record, this is an exact representation of my life these days. sitting on the floor with the peers, throwing paint with a hope to create something pretty, singing 90% of the time, doing nonsense and I can even see Kabasakal with his guitar on the left. 
seems like my aunt was me somedays, or was I her? what I also see is the distant future. in no time, I'll be the person with the photographs, savings, next steps and big decisions. wish we could keep the time of our lives a little bit longer. 

I'll be back after the finals :-)