Colouring and contemplating

A good day exploring the wedding venue and meeting family and minister. A lot of emotions and headspace today, and a shortcoming on my part which I want to rectify tomorrow.

But managed to get myself outside and read a book to re-centre my spinning brain and get some perspective. I have a heck of a lot more personal growth to do. And sometimes I fail.

But I am really trying to water the parts in myself I want to show through, and be a better friend and a better son, and to cut down, if not totally weed out, my initial reactions and immature ego love. Tough. But possible.