.....black night is a long way.......

Today I have been in a dark place.

Lack of sleep over the weekend, partly because I got up at stupid o'clock to go fishing on Sunday, partly because my brain wouldn't turn off the question......"Why?"

Still feeling the loss.

Maybe the funeral on Thursday will mean I can move on.....I hope so.

Even heb's ginger biscuits and the photo book from Myra's leaving do could only lift the clouds for a short while.

Das vidanya moy padruga.