Homeward bound.

I had a poor nights sleep interwoven with odd Axolotyl dreams.

We finally got on a tram. Got to the top of the front and sat and had a coffee and then sat and chatted quite frankly.

DH family is complicated and the bonds of loyalty run so deep I am not entirely sure what it would take to break them.

I have also been part of the family for a long time and have seen girlfriends and babies come and go, finances come and go, been involved with brilliant highs, happy holidays emotional turmoil and the lowest of lows. I think I know too much and have turned into the font of all family knowledge like I knew I would. Frankly I hold no loyalty to some people and am too open sometimes for my own good. Therefore things were said which might have repercussions but ask me questions and I will answer honestly.

I did qualify my statements with my understanding that things are different, time has passed, people grow and change. I am not sure if people can change for the better and I feel that only time will tell.