Thursday

Thank you very much for all your lovely caring comments yesterday. It made me smile.

I don't know what to think today. Anger, sadness, disbelief, and I keep thinking 'why'? Why did she think it was ok to say that, at that moment, why did she say it matter of factly with no remorse or apology. Why did she tell someone she hardly knows, I think I am more angry at how she said it , than the act itself.
The statement that followed  'I couldn't wait to get her out' is hurtful.

This has completely thrown me, I want to cry, throw things, shout. Self harm has taken some of the feelings away.