Thursday

Who would have thought in December you would be able to sit outside and have a coffee. I left the flat today without a jacket; the sun was lovely.

I was woken by Steven at 7am replying to a text. Couldn't get back to sleep. Breakfast then ended up emptying my bathroom, cleaning everything including the shower curtain. I can still smell the bleach!

Wandered out for lunch.
Then popped into see Lewis.

Although I was busy I can feel the depression. Doing things but not really 'there'. Feeling no emotion. A feeling of detachment.