Christmas palm tree

I could have gotten a better shot. I at least could have looked up and gotten the fronds high above. But I wasn't thinking. I haven't been thinking lately. I am in a big rut. I feel hopeless and lost. My job is getting busier with no regard for morale. I have stopped looking for a new job because I am worthless. I don't have many friends, and the friends I do have can't meet with me. I have stopped exercising and am getting fat again. I don't care.