a rose is a rose.....

there was no way I could have made it to work today, I couldn't walk.... eventually got hold of a Doctor... it's all to do with my thyroid problems & loosing weight.... it's knocked everything out of sync.... just can't win.... but in a pain that's unbearable, told Stuart I need one of those mobility scooters.... he was not amused....

yesterday was day of hope.... I cried looking at the page & all the babies.... I had terrible dreams about it last night too....