between the eyes

spent the day with adam again

after today, only one more day of freedom, as summer draws to a close

oh help us, as we will return to the miserable place we are forced to call our school

it is a fantastic place, howeverr it's only the amount of work, in which we know they will throw at us from the day we arrive, that frightens us so much as to have to return so unwillingly

today has brought a new milestone on and into my life

i cannot tell you what it is, but it has made me feel, more than ever in my life, like i'm growing up far too fast

i fell like now i've reached the 'milestone', my childhood is fading now faster than ever

i hate it, i hate growing up

i won't grow up, i'm still only 15

i know i have far to go until i'm fully grown up, but it's only today that i have realised how quickly it will come