Signs of autumn

Normally my favourite time of year, after my dreaded birthday, which hardly saw the light of of day. Lots of things had to be cancelled which I felt bad about. Functionally normal was just so hard without you, well I'd planned to take two weeks annual leave. I phoned work up to let me come back early. As hard as it was to go back, I couldn't be in the house. I was making myself ill, the constant tears were not helping and the moping round was no good. It was never going to bring you back. So I'm trying to carry on normally , so b... Hard but life still goes on around you ........