Monday

I'm struggling and feel alone. I feel like these little puffs of cloud. So far away from anything else.

The days have been jumbled. I have been thinking of contacting the hospital again. I have wondered that in the small hours of the morning when I couldn't sleep.

The only reason I haven't, is that I have to keep working. It is my only safe place. I can't be signed off; I will loose my job.

The only person that can make a decision is me and I can't do it.

I am rambling, so many things are going round my head I can't concentrate to write.

The photo, it's awful. A very heavily processed shot of the sun going down walking across the park.