Imaginative piece

I prefer writing with a pen rather than typing... probably it just makes me feel safer and happier...with a higher sense of contentment...being solid...quiet and patient...there's also a precious feeling of "in a hurry"...as if I'm racing with my splashing thoughts, my explicit passion and my secret thesis statements; as if I'm dashing through my own timelessness, without knowing how to head back; as if I'm seeking a contrast of hope and despair, commitment and betrayal, joys and sorrows, courage and cowardice, lights and shades.