Saturday

Woke later than usual, had breakfast then went to the supermarket.

Then spent the afternoon at the hospital. Mum and my half sister appeared too. Grandma was awake all the time we were there which is an improvement but she hallucinated lots. Seeing things, thinking she was somewhere else. Hard to see.
The Dr said there will be good days and bad days but the outcome will always be the same.

I came out and went for a drive then as usual I gravitated to the harbour. Sat on the slope watching the water gradually flow towards me.

I feel so helpless,  tired, restless and keep thinking the phone is going to ring.