Are you with me always?

Do people really die and disappear forever or are they still here just in away that is not familiar to us? The way in which we knew them could feel them and touch them has
Gone but perhaps they aren't gone forever and are around us in another way..
I really don't know and I guess I will never know.
All I know is in the space of six years I have lost many people but most of all I've lost 4 amazing people - my gran, my Grandad, Chrissy and Jen.

They all gave me hope and believed in me. Never was there a dull moment when they were around. They loved me and were proud of how strong and brave i was. They taught me to love and be loved but they never taught me how to live without them..

Every now and then when I'm feeling low and especially with everything thats going on in my life just now I can't help but wish they were here. I often ask them to give me a sign to let me know they are there and this is one I happened to stumble upon.

A beautiful sky that reminds me of how beautiful they were and how much of an impact they made on my life for the short time they were here. It reminds me of angel, my angels.

Sleep tight my beautiful angels, until we meet again xx