aloneness

I love it in Essen, I could perfectly think myself living in here, if my whole rest of the family wouldn't be in Finland :p But the feeling. working alone in the office, enjoying rest of the day in grugabad with a book and coming to home and getting my perfectly comfy pyjamas on. I know that I wont get this kind of aloneness maybe never again after Essen so I'm enjoying all that I can of it now. There's still soon coming people back to work and at home here is always Christoph with whom we don't talk much more than small talk but it's still nice that he's here. I just love this feeling for now.

I got a mail today, one company that I was interested for summer asked if I would still be interested to work with them from september onwards. Oh I'll be so happy if that works out :)) and I booked a time for new tattoo. 1st of November.! there's so many things already what to wait from fall.

But for now, I couldn't enjoy this more.