Quitting for a while

Don't know what this is, but it's starting to show off again, I'm hoping it will be as bonnie as it was last year.
It filled me with hope at the time, and was encouraging as I thought I was starting to do things in the garden right
I guess I tried too hard, because I ended up taking blackouts and ended up back in hospital.
The past few weeks have been a struggle, but thought I was winning.
Then something happens that pulls the rug from under your feet once again, can't do right for doing wrong.
Will be off of here for a while
Hope you've all had a good day