The world as I knew it ended

All the little things I used to worry about. All the silly lists I used to make......fix solar lights, mow the grass, clean the fish out......all seem insignificant now as I have been brought into another world. One that threatens everything I love and value all of the time. I never knew what it was like to fear before. To be totally and utterly helpless and afraid. To go out of my with worry.
I do now.
I have two tiny things that mean more than anything to me and now I can only sit back and watch whilst this nightmare begins. I think my heart may be broken in two.