Masquerade

drink it up
til you drown
in the light
and the sound


-phantom of the opera




[lost and found]



missing everyone lately.
feeling like i'm terrible at communication.
wanting to make reparations but feeling incapable.


a girl in mount p, whom i've wronged terribly, all summer long.
a boy at home who is with her.
a boy in illinois, swimming his heart out.
a boy in wisconsin, doing the same.
a boy in chicago, with a conversation still lingering.
a girl in chicago, whom i love and hope i haven't hurt.
a girl in pennsylvania, whom i haven't responded to yet.
a girl in rochester, someone i used to be the closest to.
a girl with whom i am friends, yet not always.


help.
i'm sorry.
life has taken over with teaching and ensuing craziness, but it's no excuse for my miserable communication and reprehensible behavior.
i love you all, and miss you dearly.






don't know if our fate's already sealed
this day's spinning circus on a wheel
i'm ill with the thought of your kiss
coffee laced intoxicating on her lips