Four

Too many of these today.

I went birthday present shopping for Lewis.
A toy shop on a Saturday, nightmare.
Huge shop, long  and narrow aisles, happy, screaming, running children, too many adults, lots of chatter, squealing, crying, talking, music, big queues, no space to walk and  loud assistants.
I didn't cope very well.

Later went to drop off something for Lewis and ended up chumming them up to the station for tickets. Kelly is running the London Marathon next weekend and they are all going down.

Came home to a quiet house. I have things going round my head tonight and I can't stop thinking. I wish everything was different.
Feeling quite sad.