Day 151

Exhausted... Did a lot today so that is good, keeping busy is a good distraction. I wish there were more hours of the day for sleeping so I could do more and more and more...

Planning out quite an ambitious project for my pottery class. Hoping for a profitable weekend at work so I can purchase next session soon (and maybe treat myself to the brush making workshop coming up...). Wishing I was independently wealthy so I didn't have to work so hard in casual family dining to pay my bills.

And on top of that I wish I wasn't so averse to touch because the idea of a massage sounds miraculous right now...