Me and my pj's in a darkened room....

What is wrong with me today!!!!

I have about as much energy as a dead battery and about as much enthusiasm as..... Well I don't know what has that little enthusiasm. I just can't snap out of it. I feel tearful, irritable and like I just wanna shut the world away.

I just feel terrible I just don't wanna feel this way anymore. I try so hard but some days I just can't seem to fight this blasted illness.

I have spent the whole day in my pj's on the sofa trying my best to distract myself from this alien that I have become. I am a happy go lucky person and this illness has turned me into a horrible person. I just keep pushing people away as I can't stand to be around me so why would they???

I just hope tomorrow doesn't continue in this negative frame of mind because there is only so much one person can take. My poor husband. He is amazing and always says the right things but I have just been so distant today.... Help!

I guess as the song goes....the sun will come out tomorrow. I continue to hope that the good days will increase and the bad days lessen.....