What I've been learning so far from this relationship, is how much of yourself you must forget and sacrifice. Within reasons of course, but it is not about yourself anymore.
From splitting everything evenly, to taking turns driving 40 mins and back in order to see each other.

But he has done so much more for me than what I have done for him. The fact that he does not ask more from me or make me feel guilty about this in any way, makes me appreciate him even more.

You don't have to.
I know. That's why I want to.

He once told me that we both need a lot of forgiveness and patience. We will start seeing each other's worst sides as the years go by and that is the reality of it.



Forgiveness and patience.




I can't even forgive or be patient with myself.


But he has been.

It has only been almost three months since we started dating. Four since we have met.

It feels like it's been longer, he would say, while holding me.

Yes. It does.




Thank you for all the times when you have been patient.
Thank you for all the times you have been forgiving because of my stubbornness.
Thank you for being more certain than me.

Thank you







For loving me.