Where is my motivation.....

Well today has been a difficult one. Spent much of it in desperate search of my motivation which seems to have left me once more. Who would have thought something like going for a shower could be such a chore :-(

I eventually managed however to get some motivation and managed to have a shower and even put a small layer of makeup on to cheer myself up - now time to take on the world.

A lot of birthdays happening this week so had to go and deliver birthday cards to Paul's nana and dad. Nipped into the shop for some change and even got a nice compliment from the shopkeeper who told me I looked nice and that he liked my piercings.

Spent a short time at nana's with her and her friend before nipping into the pub to drop off Paul's dads card and to have a cheeky wee half cider black.

Laura came to pick me up as she hasn't seen me for ages and knows I haven't been feeling my best - she has prescribed some r & r at her house for a couple of days and is going to come to the docs with me on Tuesday for support. It's good to be around friends it really helps. It's hard to motivate myself but when I manage it does me the world of good.

Spent the evening catching up and having a few drinks and laughs. Had a nice burger from the takeaway which her dogs (as pictured) did the best to make me feel guilty enough with their 'I would like some of that' stare so I would hand some over...lol. It didn't work...

Then a couple of chapters of my book before the medication kicked in and the evening coma commenced....zzzzz

Laters! xxx