Old Friends

I have this little guy sitting onto of my TV and most of the time when I see it it's just a filler or something to take up empty space, but tonight when I looked at it I thought of my friends from back home.

They gave it too me as a welcome home gift when I came back from my trip to France a few summers ago.

It really made me miss them, and it also made me feel terrible for not keeping in contact with some of them better... more so one of my closer friend's Brittany- the one that I think made this little bird actually. Not that I don't have my reasons, but it still is upsetting. I suppose the best answer would be to just call her up. But I know what would happen. We would talk for awhile and then when it was all said and done we would get back in our old routines and lose contact for a week or two again.

I just don't know what to do. I know I've been a shitty friend but at the same time she hasn't been the greatest either. Plus, we're both going through a lot of shit right now and I feel like we just pull each other done sometimes.


*sigh*