In control.....

I am not and I wish I was
things would be better, simpler,
tidier
I am tired, angry and fed up
It's exhausting
I am exhausted


“I am tired of trying to hold things together that cannot be held. Trying to control what cannot be controlled. I am tired of denying myself what I want for fear of breaking things I cannot fix. They will break no matter what we do.”
― Erin Morgenstern, The Night Circus