Pre-departure anxiety

The calendar I got for Christmas is a timely reminder that I can't reach my dreams without facing my anxieties. I'm scrambling right now, trying to pack and prepare, all while re-evaluating my decision to leave where I am comfortable to go to a place where I am an outsider. Personal development? Language? I feel largely inadequate. But, I'm excited to see where I go & grow in January of 2016.