To Paul

Hey just having a chilled out day at home today. Have not been feeling my best lately so taking some time out to recover and get better. Missing my husband so much - time brings us closer emotionally but makes it harder for us to be apart. It's amazing how love can be so precious and good but cause u so much pain. Waiting for u Paul is hard but I would wait until the end of the earth for u because u r 'the one' my one, the only one. Yeah I know I'm being a soppy shit but that's just the way I feel. On another note just been catching up on the television. A bit of soaps and big brother for a start and then perhaps start reading that novel 50 shades of grey that I just downloaded onto my iPad - have heard so much about it wonder if it is any good???