need for laughter

I've never lost my nerves at work and I didn't do it today either but I've never ever been that pissed.. hard to explain in few words what was wrong and maybe it's not a good idea in internet. but really, I've never been that furious at work. now I've seen that also :D

all I can say is that a friend and laughter was then needed. so we went for a beer with my workmate after work. we let everything out (luckily people don't understand finnish here :D ) and then decided to let it be and forget it for now. I so needed that and it was so easy to smile after that again :D I have only one friend here in Essen, but I've noticed that that's all one needs.

in the evening I also got skyping with almost the whole family, was so amazing and.. I just miss them a lot <3 amazing was to see my both nieces sitting on grandmas lap. few happy tiers and jokes. I can only imagine what kind of circus there is atm but I still miss all that. well, now I appreciate all that even more and I can't wait to see all them again.