Ten years

Is far too long to miss someone.
I wish I could say it gets easier every year but I'd be lying. The longer you don't see someone, the more you miss them. I hope I don't forget his voice or how he looked. Mostly, I hope I don't forget the memories we made. Although, they're still as vivid as the moments they were created. Sadly, that includes the bad ones too. Which have been keeping me awake this week.
It's Lil sis I feel for the most because she doesn't remember our brother, it's even harder for her.

I took charge of taking the flowers to the cemetery today, mam couldn't face it. A beautiful moment occurred -the miserable and rainy day vanished, the clouds cleared and the sun shone down on us.

Ash <3